Its interesting how fairy stories or movies emphasise on just one character. For example to day I saw a romantic movie and I think the director purposely pick the leading role or main character of the movie to be the best looking gal of em all. For example.. In spiderman movie, Mary Jane appearently to be the only girl who looks amazing and as if she is the only girl for peter parker. Funny thing about life, it isn't all that black and white. Take my life for example, I dont have just ONE girl who looks all pretty + great personality, buts a whole tons. Unlike movies.. in real life there is no director, or no emphasis on just one main character. So... Never ever I try to base my life with a movie because.. there is too much diff.

to make it all short. GIRL GIRL GIRL.. too many girl
get out of my head!
All the movies stereo type, what to do, how to act and feels.. GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

I want thing to just be natural. the way it should be. I want to be enlighten, instead of apply what i've seen in movies into real life. I want to find my own path. Not imitate others. I want something to call my own. Doesn't matter if its just a piece of shit. At least its mine, and only one in the entire world. Who to judge how valuable it is, after all its all relatives.

....feeling content.