Kiss

A kiss is both given and received. It’s spontaneous.
Unique. Intuitive. Indelible. Secretive. Affectionate.
Passionate. Romantic and blissful. Heavenly and holy. It
can be sexual. Or pure. Innocent. Or provocative. It can’t
be faked. Its duality can bring great joy. Or deep sorrow.
Render you weak. Or brave. Vulnerable. Or invincible. It
can awaken. Or even kill. A link between our inner
psyche and outer world, a kiss is a mysterious, yet revealing,
life-sustaining force. A signature of love. And
reverence. A symbol of tragedy. And betrayal. Of greeting
and farewell. Simple yet so complex, its power is
infinite.

Find each other in the dark...

While a scientist may observe
spontaneously unfolding phenomenon and
define laws based upon it's patterns-

the predictable patterns of my dance
are no less blissful.


So just as when a symphony is heard
composed with levels of genius,
the genius is unmistakable-

the intent in all of nature
should not be underestimated.

Do We Live to Play or Play to Live?

"This is the real secret of life--to be completely engaged with what you are doing in the here and now. And instead of calling it work, realize it is play."
--Alan Watts

I wonder if the question "Do We Live to Play or Play to Live?" makes any sense.
As if we really have a choice.
If I say" No. I live to play". Does it matter what I say.
And if I say: "But for me it is different I play to live". Does it really matter what I say.

I think Alan W. wrote something along the lines: Life is a game with the first rule that it is not a game.

Life is a game with a certain deadly end.
The deadly end actually makes it kind of fun. because what could you ever do to make the end really change? Nothing.

Being aware that there is no choice suddenly gives you freedom of choice. Strange mmh. Being aware that there is nothing to win makes you win ALL. very strange indeed.

However the relative truth is created according to the situation the individual feels it is in. You can believe that it is a game or it is "not a game". In relative truth both situations can be right.

In TRUTH or REALITY the question does not make sense and is irrelevant.

The life we lead conditions us:
to become, to achieve, to reach,:

more money, more power, more happiness, more sprituality.

my organism reacted by dropping out of that cycle.

I feel that something is going wrong with the working life in our so called western "capitalistic" societies.

I feel that there will be a reaction from people.
I am an example. And many, many people I know who are fed up with their working life.

I read a statistic among german employees that showed that:
"20% of respondents had the feeling that they are stuck but had quit their job emotionally"

" another 65-70% of respondents were unhappy and sure that they would be happier in a different job and would not pass an opportunity to change or were acftively looking for a new job"

meaning 85-90% of employees are unhappy in their current jobs.

I believe there is something going wrong here, fundamentally wrong.


Another point--
At the risk of being obvious, living is what it is all about.

The only questions are, does living require some "one (I)" to live it, how to go about the living process with integrity and a sense of bliss that is the birthright of human life.

Anyone who does not recognize that our culture is on the wrong path and thinks that by "playing" along with the aims and games that make up our society needs to re-evaluate.

In general less is better than more, emmpty yourself, forget about words and ideas and follow the ancient path.

The sage does less and less until nothing is done. When things are doing themselves nothing is left undone. Let the world do itself.

Do We Live "to" Play or Play "to" Live?
I think that the key word in the above conundrum is "to." As long as we do something in order "to" achieve something else, we're in trouble, for we've lost the satisfaction of doing it for its own sake. And when we've lost that, we've lost everything. We're like Faust, who sold his soul to Mephistopheles because he was dissatisfied with where he was in the present.

Smash Up 2007 by DJPhong

01 Mark Norman Presents Celine - Colour My Eyes
02 [Jonas Steur ft. Jennifer Rene] Fall To Pieces
03 [Andain] Beautiful Things (Gabriel & Dreseden Remix)
04 Gareth Emery - More Than Anything (Original Vocal Mix)
05 ATB - Feel Alive (Duende Remix)
06 Paul van Dyk - Let Go (Feat. Rea)
07 The Thrillseekers feat. Gina Dootson - By Your Side
08 Emjay - So Clear (Stimulate) (Dogzilla Depth Charge Remix)
09 Beam - On Your Mind (Sean Tyas Hard Dub Remix)
10 Paul van Dyk - Another Sunday
11 Dogzilla - Without You
12 [Ferry Corsten] Beautiful
13 Agnelli & Nelson - Shiver (John O'Callaghan Remix)
14 Andy Moor - Halcyon [Alex M O R P H Remix]
15 ATB - Summer Rain
16 Marco V - False Light final

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Past

Draw from your past
But, Don't let your past draw from you.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways...

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Sonnet 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date.
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed,
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimmed.
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest,
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

The Venusian Art

Sensory Acuty
Skin color,
Skin tone, shine
breath rate, location
lips size, line
eyes focus, dialate
Rapport
7%, 38%, 55%
match/mirror
indicators:
feelings inside
shifting color
say something
leading

Chi

What can pick up, can also be drop.

Attention | Intension | Desire

Darma | Karma

Peace | Harmony | Love

Silence.

All reflecting in one puddle

Just as somthing real may happen in the world
and appear in nobody's dreams,
so might sombody experience
an invisible dream state with total realism.


Just as ten thousand beings
sleeping inside the one world they agree to be real
may project ten thousand dreams,

so might the projections of ten thousand dreamers
form the image of one greater being
from which the world is born.


Just as ten trillion cells
might dream themselves as one being,
so might one being become subtle enough to
find itself in ten trillion places at once.

About me

Nightly DOTA rituals, eat couple limes, Get lost in the city with my B, Pumping iron with Mr. T, carefree dancing all night, Relax in a park with my sketch book, Being a hermit for couple of weeks, teaching kids about life thru art, Occasionally chillin at TnA cafe, sittin on a swinger gazin at the stars, spuradicly telling ppl I care how much I love them.

My Character alignment-- Chaotic Neutral is called the "Anarchist" or "Free Spirit" alignment. A character of this alignment is an individualist who follows his own heart, shirks rules and traditions. They typically act out of self-interest, but do not enjoy seeing others suffer.

Ferry Corsten - Beautiful

Everything is beautiful..
Let the music carry you..
Maybe I will follow you, forever!

Nowhere else I'd rather be,
When you're lying next to me..
Let the music carry us, together!

Love ~Destiny~

Surely everyone is carrying something,
painting sadness and beauty.
But as they repeat their routines,
they face tomorrow with a purity that almost hurts.

I've lived up to now. Um- although the length of time is a little
different.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
even if we can't share our thoughts,
just for that... thank you.

Everyone has sacrificed something
and gotten something new in return.
Even so, if there is anything
I can always be proud of, it's you.

I've ridden past. Um- although there have been a number of night
scenes.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
having shared our thoughts... from now until forever...

I should think of you as proof that I live
without taking my eyes off of truth and reality.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
having shared my thoughts with you,
from now until forever... thank you.

-Ayumi Hamaski

Epiphany (feeling)

--As a feeling, an epiphany is a sudden realisation or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.

Destiny, I dont think anyone can believe in destiny unless they experienced it. I was skeptical about it at first but the older I get, I began to awares many phenomenal things happened. Its happened so perfectly in such a way that it cant be foreseen. I mean what happened that night was definately a part of an intelligent design. ID means an object or an event become that way because someone made it that way, it did not happened by coincident or by nature. When one's believed in destiny there is a sense of relief that you always know the ending of u'r story. However, I am not that type of person because I want to be fully control my own life.

My next Shopping List

Finally, the white Jean that I am looking for had been made. Lowrise boot cut and white. 115$ for this A X Jean.

A X

Knit Blazer With Snap Vest

100% cotton french terry
machine wash

128$

K810i

3.2 MegaPixel Cyber-shot camera phone with 16x zoom auto focus and Xenon Flash. I still got 9 months of contract with my existen plan, So by the time my contract expired K900i should be out. There's rumor that the Sony Ericsson K900i might have 5M Pixel camera. *finger crossed*

Feb 24, hello Tuan!

Intro business

Online study guide.
http://www.hinsdale86.org/staff/gmiller/intro_to_business.htm

Mission Peak

It was fun.

SHINOBI review

The movie about 2 character who fall in love with each other but coming from different background. Soon war break out and they much choose either duty or love.

very touching and amazing action special effects.
If you're into ninja and romance, then this is definately a movie worth watching.

All about "I"

First of all, I: AM Free & Easy

I Live: in Moments

I Work: as INSPIRE

I Talk: to FRIEND

I Wish: Close to you

I Enjoy: Mirracle World

I Look: Immature

I Smell: GREEN

I Think: Together When...

I Listen: to "M"

I Hide: SCAR

I Ask: is this LOVE?

I Walk: with PRIDE

I Write: FOR MY DEAR

I Build: HEAVEN

I See: Far away

I Sing: MY ALL

I Laugh: NOTHING FROM NOTHING

I Can: UNITE!

I Watch: Daybreak

I Learn: TO BE

I dream: SURREAL

I Want: HAPPY ENDING

I Cry: NEVER EVER

I Burnt: Life

I Read: FROM YOUR LETTER

I Love: Real me

I Sometimes: DEPEND ON YOU

I Touched: forgiveness

I Hurt: untitled ~for her~

I Fear: End roll

I Hope: to Fly high

I Break: Rule

I Earn: Trust

I Eat: WHATEVER

I Quit: rollin'

I Bathe: on RAINY DAY

I Drink: HONEY

I Save: until that Day...

I Hug: YOU

I Meditate: everywhere nowhere

I Play: NEXT LEVEL

I Miss: Voyage

I Hold: LIMIT

I Drive: on a WINDING ROAD

I Have: Will

I Can't: starting over

I Made: the Present

I Believe: in LOVE ~Destiny~

I Owe: For my Dear...

I Feel: Bold & Delicious

I Know: someone Who...

I Wonder: Fairyland

I Made: the Present

I Believe: in LOVE ~Destiny~

I Owe: For my Dear...

I Feel: EnergizE

I Know: GAME

New year's resolution

Gain 15 pound (not fat)
finish school
and BE BORING!