What would you do
if you win the super lottery?






decemberplague: buy a house first
decemberplague: one for me one for my folk
decemberplague: theres a lot of thing
decemberplague: pay all the tution of my school
decemberplague: all that good shit


anigirl0320: hahaha.
anigirl0320: um...
anigirl0320: be hapy?
anigirl0320: hahahaha.
anigirl0320: and...live comfortably.
anigirl0320: and be content.


Mzre: buy a hummer









VentusPN: Travel the world.
VentusPN: Starting Japan

Artist: Utada Hikaru
Song: First Love (English)

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

Demitri and Morrigan - Interesting metaphor

Sun shine, blue sky, fresh breeze... ahh summer.

BEEEEACH!!!

2 cent thought.

"too much of anything can never be good for you, its will eventually lead to self-destructive path"

-Phong

Self Realization

I am a sponge, to soak up with knowledge and wisdom.
I am a dough, to mold with harmony.
I am a chameleon, to blend in the environment unnoticed.
I am a jester, to utilize my many masks of emotions.

When will I stop running?
When will I stop searching?
When will I drop it all?
When will I find my self?

-First crush

How do I talk to a girl that I liked very much but wasn't able to talk to for the past ten years? Although I know she's always there within reach yet it seems impossible to bring up the courage to simply have a conversation.
Time passed, I wonder if she still remember our liltle innocent memories.
I remembered she went to my 12th birthday party. I was still a kid.
I remmebered asking her out, then she said its a Date. I was naive, I didn't understand the word "Date" so I didn't show up.
We went through same elementry, Junior high, up to High school.
I still remember her teaching me to play tedder ball. (the game u hit the ball tied to the pole)
She commented that I was short.

Now I am no longer short, will she like me now? My courage is greater than before. Just that I dont know what to say when I see her again.

Lingering in the back of my mind.. my first crush.

exert wisdom

There are two type of fight in this world.
1. To protects loved one
2. To protects pride